I also happened across a janitorial job
at a local small business. It pays about average for work around
here. Part time. Late hours. Nothing special.
By taking it, I'd be committing to a
“rebuilding” plan. I'd be working there for just a while, taking
in money to springboard myself to another job. Eventually, I'd leave
for something better or just, as I've done in the past, leave because
I felt that I wasn't going anywhere there. It's a pattern I've gone
through before. It's good for me, but it's not so great for the
people who are going to have to hire and train a new janitor from
scratch in my aftermath.
Then again, I could get that job,
springboard myself to another part time job, and then do both of
those for a while as I get housing, clothes, some training, and some
other resources under me, waiting a bit longer before I take on the
next step.
Y'know, an extended plan to use two
people before leaving them. It's better yeah, but I guess you don't
hire a part-time janitor and plan for them to retire on the job.
I guess a lot of it depends on my plan
and even when my entire world has collapse in on me, even when
everything has shattered because I'm not willing to answer a
question, I'm still not willing to answer it.
